Quote of the Day! :)
"Change: A simple word, with a difficult meaning."
big dark deep holes,
and clowns.
The fear of pit-toilets led to my fear of big dark deep holes. When I was little, I watched a freaky movie with clowns killing people in huge diesels and that is what made me scared of clowns.
The St. George Temple means a lot to me.
But I think my favorite is the St. George Temple...just because that is where I have been going to do baptisms almost every week for the past 3 years. It is where I will be married. It's the temple I have grown up with and loved all my life. It's so beautiful there on the Temple grounds. So peaceful too. I LOVE IT! :)
For Preference, I asked one of my good childhood friends, Spencer Meek. Ever since Kindergarten we have been friends. We were good 'buds' when we were really young. I once even walked a mile to his house from my house barefooted when I was about 5! :)
Spencer is great! :) So we didn't have a day date because March 5th was the day of the 5K Fun Run that I organized. So we started at 4:30 with pictures over by the Judd Store (historic downtown St. George). My parents took them. They are Wonderbar! :) There were 5 couples in the group.
After pictures we went to Stephanie's house and had a mystery dinner!! That was really fun! It was a vampire story...I guessed right on who the vampire killer was! I won! ha ;) I ended up being a werewolf...it was weird, but still really fun!
I guess I don't really want to 'change' time, I just want to be able to control it. Mainly just to stop it so I can get more sleep or get more homework done. :)
I know most of my lack of skills in these areas are due to me not wanting to put forth the time or effort into it. I wish I had. At least I'll get plenty of cooking skills while in college! Woot! haha I'm excited for that part kind of. :)
Anywho.
Painted to Be Still
I discovered my head swelling on Thursday morning while we were waiting for our first soccer game to start for the day.
I went to the trainer who looked at it, and she took me to the head trainer to look at it. Both of them were befuddled and didn't know what was going on. So then later, my coach took me to the doctor. They looked at it, asked me a bunch of questions to how it might have happened, and in the end...they had no idea what was causing it either!
So I called my mom, and she came and took me home because we didn't want to take any chances if it was something really bad going on. Once I got home, the swelling started to go down, and by the next week I looked somewhat normal again.
It was all just super uber weird.
I've always wanted to go to Egypt. I don't know why, but I just have. It would be so cool and it's all so interesting! How in the world did they make the pyramids and sphinx and all of that stuff! It's crazy and so cool! It's interesting too, how they are able to keep their mummies so "fresh"...i don't know the right term for that, but you know what I mean? Preserved!! That's the word! :) They preserve their mummies so well it's mind boggling!
It was really cool and I'm so glad I was able to achieve my goal in becoming Valedictorian! I'm the first one in my family to get this goal! Bwuahahaha! ;) I'm so excited! :)
The main thing is that I just feel like I can't make it through the tough times. I struggle, just because I think I worry a little too much. And sometimes I don't feel like I'm appreciated much...
