Thursday, September 13, 2012

Miracles Happen


As my life continues day by day, I see all the small miracles that the Lord has blessed me with.
I was able to attend the temple again today.  A beautiful place, it is.  The House of the Lord.  I love the temple so much.  I middle school, my older brother and his friend would pick up me and my best friend from school and take us to the temple every Wednesday afternoon.  Once he left on his mission and his friend moved to college, my best friend and I continued to go every Wednesday after school.  I took having a temple only 10 minutes away for granted though.  I didn't realize this until I got home from Uganda a month ago, and my best friend invited me to go to the temple with her that next day.
What a beautiful experience it was.  I had missed going to the House of the Lord!  The closest temple to Uganda is in South Africa.  It would be quite the trip if I had wanted to go while I was in Uganda.
Going to the temple and feeling the spirit so strongly, it has really made me realize how I have taken so many things for granted.  The temple is a miracle for me, and I am so so thankful to have it so close-by.
Another miracle I have been able to have: Because of my trip to Uganda, it drained my pockets.  I fundraised for my trip, however I still had to pay a lot out of my own pocket.  It was definitely worth it.  However, it created a huge stress factor.  I stressed all throughout the summer and right up to today about how I was going to pay for this year's tuition and housing.  However, the Lord always provides a way when you are where you are supposed to be! :)  During the summer, I received a half-tuition scholarship.  The day tuition was due, I was finally awarded my FAFSA pell-grant, which paid the rest of the tuition AND my housing!  It was the PERFECT amount.  Coincidence?  I think not.  Miracle?  I think yes.
Being able to serve these children by helping build Seya School was a miracle. It went up in two months.  We thought it would take at least until December.
This past week I was able to have my exit interview for my internship I did while in Uganda with the College of Life Sciences.  While having the interview, the Internship coordinator told me about an organization in Provo that involves kids with special needs and Physical Therapy.  EXACTLY what I want to do when I am older. :) So I am going to volunteer and shadow a Physical Therapist and help the children with disabilities!! :) I can't wait to get started:)
Sunsets=Miracles.  They happen where ever you may be in the world and still as beautiful as ever.
When there is a will, there is a way.  The Lord is helping me get to where I need to be, and I am so grateful for all the small and many miracles he has blessed me with.
I have also been able to keep up in my classes so far!  My goal for this semester is to get A's in every class. :)  So far, it is going good.
These children were miracles for me.
Life is great.  I finally was able to watch the CES devotional talk given by Elder Holland on September 9th.  It was so good!  I wasn't able to attend on Sunday, but I was able to watch it tonight after I got home from the temple. :)  I am ahead in my classes - I have homework completed until Tuesday!  I also have a date tomorrow with an AWE to the SOME guy.  He is great. I will let you know how that goes later. :)
Life is good.  Life is wonderful.  I am so grateful for everything that has been happening.  Things are coming together with the help of the Lord. :) With the Lord, all things are possible.  I am definitely seeing that first hand.
I honestly love and miss these children so much.  They have gone through so much more than I can imagine, yet they are the sweetest things on Earth. :)
Quote of the Day! :)
"You can become blind by seeing each day as a similar one.  Each day is a different one, each day brings a miracle of its own.  It's just a matter of paying attention to this miracle." - Paulo Coelho

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

September 11th - A Day to Remember

Never Forget.
A poem I found about this day:
United We Stand!
Tribute in light This is a story of a historic event,
And this is the way that it went.

An airplane crashed thru building one,
Next thing people know two was done.

Now both buildings down of the twin towers,
While people wait for hours and hours.

They watch the police and firefighters strive,
And see if their loved ones are still alive.

Now there are two lights where the towers once stood,
And they shine very bright thru the neighborhood.

This event did not break apart the U.S.A.,
Because we are closer and closer to each other everyday.

Jen S.

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

A Beautiful World

Sorry I haven't posted in forever!
The reason why? I am in Africa!
So check out my other blog because that's where I'm posting my latest adventures and projects! myadventureinlugazi.blogspot.com
:) I'm loving life here:)
Quote of the day! :)
"One's destination is never a place, but a new way of seeing things." - Henry Miller

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Truth is...

Ya know...honestly, I don't really feel like blogging right now. Ha!
I'll tell you about my Easter trip to Houston next time I blog.
Right now I just wanted to say:
I'M DONE WITH MY FIRST YEAR OF COLLEGE!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ü 
Love BYU. Glad to be done with my first year!:)
Woooooot! It feel so great to be done:)
I am now all packed and moved home.
What Catharine and I do when we don't feel like studying - make spaceships and aliens!:)
 
Next adventure: AFRICA! :) (16 more days!!)

Quote of the day! :)
"You know, sometimes all you need is twenty seconds of insane courage. Just literally twenty seconds of just embarrassing bravery.  And I promise you, something great will come of it." -We Bought a Zoo

Friday, March 30, 2012

Time for Africa!

I have 5 1/2 more weeks until I leave for Uganda.  I can NOT wait!! :)
I made a blog for you to follow while I'm in Africa!  Follow this link and join me on the journey to changing the world one step at a time! :) http://myadventureinlugazi.blogspot.com/
There are many problems in the world.  How can we solve all these problems?  The answer is YOU.  You can start making a difference at this exact moment by clicking on the donate tab (look to your right!).  All donations will go to Help International and the money will be used to fund for the projects we start to help the people get on their way of getting out of poverty. :)
Also! I want you to help me create a list of pictures to take while in Uganda!  You contribute to the list, and I will try and take a picture of each thing that is put on the list!   What I have so far on the list:
An Elephant
McDonalds
Two People in Love
Many many beautiful children
What else should I put on the list!?  Help me out! :)
Don't forget to donate! :)

Monday, March 19, 2012

Slavery: A wicked topic that we don't fully understand

            Two weeks ago, in my American Government and Society Honors class, we were all asked to read one of two books or both of them if we had time.  One of the books was an autobiography of Frederick Douglass, titled, Narrative of the Life of Frederick Douglass, An American Slave, Written by Himself.  The second book was another autobiography, but of Harriet Jacobs (pen name Linda Brent), titled, Incidents in the Life of a Slave Girl, Written by Herself.
            Both of these books are slave narratives and both take place through the 1820s-1840s.  I didn’t have time to read both, so I chose to read Incidents in the Life of a Slave Girl.  Reading this book, I learned a lot that I didn’t really know at all before.  Of course, I knew that slaves were treated badly and I knew that women and girl slaves were used for sexual pleasure for their masters at times, but I never realized exactly how bad things were for some slaves.  Reading from an actual account of what Harriet Jacobs went through, I saw through her eyes and words, what life was like for her and how terrible and hard it was for her.  

“Northerners know nothing at all about Slavery.  They think it is perpetual bondage only.  They have no conception of the depth of degradation involved in that word, SLAVERY; if they had, they would never cease their efforts until so horrible a system was overthrown.” – A Woman of North Carolina

            We don’t know how seriously terrible slavery was.  We know it was bad, sure.  But do we really know HOW bad it was?  Do we put ourselves in their shoes and try to imagine what it would be like if it were us who was in slavery?

“Only by experience can anyone realize how deep, and dark and foul is that pit of abominations.” - Harriet Jacobs talking about slavery

            After almost seven years of hiding in a tiny garret above her grandmother’s home, Harriet Jacobs took a step other slaves dared to dream in 1842; she secretly boarded a boat in Edenton, N.C., bound for Philadelphia, New York and, eventually, freedom.  Her flight, and the events leading up to it, are documented in her heart wrenching autobiography, Incidents in the Life of a Slave Girl, Written by Herself.
            Jacobs wrote this book in the 1850s but it wasn’t published until 1861, three years before the Emancipation Proclamation was issued by President Lincoln, declaring “that all persons held as slaves” within the Confederate states “are, and henceforward shall be free.”  Even though Jacobs is living in the North in 1861, life is still a bit of a struggle for her.  Her book was written so she could try 

“…to convince the people of the Free States what slavery really is.” – Harriet Jacobs

During this time, it was unusual for slaves to read and write, so self-publishing a first-hand account of slavery’s atrocities was extraordinary.
The first thing that caught my attention was the first paragraph of the preface. 

“Reader be assured this narrative is no fiction.  I am aware that some of my adventures may seem incredible; but they are, nevertheless, strictly true.  I have not exaggerated the wrongs inflicted by Slavery; on the contrary, my descriptions fall far short of the facts.”
 
Jacobs starts her autobiography with these boldly stated instructions to her mostly white readers.  Jacob knows that many white northerners would be unwilling to accept her story, so she asserted her authority over her narrative from the start.  It sounds as if Jacobs is commanding her readers to “be assured,” establishing an active and confident narrative voice.  Also, Jacobs is about to make her sexual transgressions public, and she cannot trust genteel readers to be sympathetic.  Therefore, she lets her audience know that whatever their interpretation of her story, she will remain firmly in control of it.

”When he told me that I was made for his use, made to obey his command in everything; that I was nothing but a slave, whose will must and should surrender to his, never before had my puny arm felt half so strong.”

I love this part.  She realizes that although Dr. Flint has complete and legal authority over her, she still has the power to resist him.  His prodding causes her to erupt into the rebelliousness that defines her character and directs the course of her future.  She has longed to take control of her own destiny and she knows that she will never be able to bear slavery passively, and notes that the “war of [her] life had begun.”  She realizes that although Flint owns her body, she can remain spiritually free.
I think it is important that she has realized this.  She’s not letting her spirit stay in bondage to Dr. Flint.  Even though he has abused her sexually and mentally, she doesn’t make those unfortunate events define who she is.  She believes that she can still make it out of slavery and she has the will power to do it.
            If you have never read this book, then I highly suggest you put it on the top of your list of books to read right now.  It is an amazing piece of literature that provides an eye opener to how horrible slavery really was.

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Uganda is 8 1/2 weeks away!!!!

I've never really traveled anywhere.  It's very contrary to what my sister has done.  Amelia has traveled practically EVERYWHERE!!  I was always super jealous.  But now I finally have my chance to travel.
This summer I am going to Uganda with HELP International.  It is an amazing program!  I will be in Uganda for 3 1/2 months!  This summer I will be fighting poverty and empowering the people.
I am so stinking excited!  I seriously can not wait 8 1/2 more weeks until I go.  It is killing me!  I just want to go right now and start on the service projects!
I think it's the only thing getting me through this ridiculous semester which has no breaks.
Before I leave, I am going to make another blog just for it.  I will give the URL once I make it.  I hope you will all follow and feel like you are in Uganda with me! :)
Or you could really come to Uganda with me!  Or some other country (Fiji, Tanzania, India, Belize, Peru, Thailand, El Salvador, Nicaragua).  There's about 40 more spots left for this summer to join!!  If you want more info, go to http://help-international.org/  :)
Also, if you want to see what has been done in Uganda already or what we may continue doing this summer check out HELP's blog for Lugazi, Uganda: http://ugandalugazi.help-international.org/
These are some pictures from previous years of HELP volunteers going to Uganda.  I am so excited! :)
OH!  I will also will be starting a "Can you spot this?" list.  I will want you to give me a list of things that I could possibly see in Africa, and I will try and take a picture of every thing that is on the list.  So get thinking! :)

Quote of the day! :)
"The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others." - Mahatma Gandhi